If I could do it all over again, without being able to change a thing, I would.
It seems so strange, but I long for it.
If I could do it all over, I would only do it slower.
I'd take every second into my lungs, and breathe life back into it.
Watching hopelessly, desperately wanting to fix all the pain, all the mistakes.
Trapped.
I'd suffer through it all, see it crumble away slowly.
Again and again and again.
I would put us on a never ending loop.
Until we were dead and gone.