You know that feeling when you're in a group, but you don't really feel like you belong there?
That's how I feel with all my friends.
I feel like I'm the one they talk shit about, when I'm not around.
'Cause they never call or try to hang out with me.
Unless their desperate.
It's like getting picked last for the team.
Every. Single. Time.
And it feels bad.
It feels bad to be unwanted.
I hate my friends.
I hate them almost as much as they hate me.
I wish they were all dead more than I wish I was dead.