Steer Clear of Seasonal Jobs

On the subject of the wall painting I've posted about previously, here's what I have now. I've made some minimal progress, but I decided to share. I cleaned up the lines, and edges. I added highlights and shadows, and started on eyes. Oh, and she also has a belly button now haha. Since the time I've started it, I'm finally beginning to feel like it's going in a decent direction. It's very possible it could all go haywire though, so I'll keep you updated.

In other news, I'm about to be jobless. Ah, I'll miss the ice cream shop. This weekend is my last, before I get laid off of my job. I knew it was coming, and I've been meaning to prepare. Looking for jobs makes me nervous though, asking for apps and following up on them drives my anxiety through the roof. I keep making excuses. I want to look nice, so wait for a day where I'm willing to put in the time to look nice. Wait til you have your car, it'll be much easier. Wait til your birthday, that way you might be taken just a little more seriously. Who am I kidding? I need to get off my ass and do it. I could so easily and comfortably go back into fast food, but I worked way to hard to get out of that, and moved up just a little on the job chain. Might as well try and move up a little again this time.

This sparks more about thought about the future. What do I want to do when I get older? This question always hovering over me. In my dream scenario, I want to go into special effects design makeup. In reality, I'll probably end up working some dead end bartending job. Such is life.